This post would be dedicated to Ian, Haruhi, Gege and Ali - the wonderful individuals whom I am blessed to meet on QQ.
Gege was the one who followed me on Weibo and asked me to join QQ. Lol, after we talked for a bit, he decided that he wants to be my brother :)) We don’t discuss or talk about much, but he is usually always there to say “Good morning”, “Good night” and scold me for staying up late, tell me to “add oil” and ask me to stay safe on the way to work. I have always wanted an older brother and by the way he talks, I get that he cares about me sincerely.
Haruhi was the only one I initiated to add in my list besides Gege ^^ And she is such a cute, lively girl. The reason why I added her because she was the first one to call me Keroppi and not “blue” (my nickname is blue_keroppi) in the group chat. She has this positive energy aura around her that tends to make everything glow and sparkle. I love the way she talk with Japanese and “ne” at the end. It’s so adorable XD and she keeps calling me Keroppi-san too, haha.
Ian volunteered to be my BFF :)) When I asked what caused him to make such suicidal move like offering himself to be my BFF, he said that when he saw me during the video chat, he got the impression that I’m a really “sunny” girl, but when he read my status on QQ, it’s so negative. Basically, he believe I am a cheerful girl, so he wants me to be happy from the bottom of his heart. How would I not feel touched or moved by those words? I warned him about how negative I can really be, and how I can complain or rant or rage about everything, everyday, he still didn’t back out. He said that he won’t back out no matter what, that if I have something on my mind, he would be there for me, and he wants to see how talented he is in making me a more positive person, lmao. In all seriousness, I was moved, so much, by this person.
Explanation on the video chat: we were intended to do audio chat only, since he wants me to help him with his English, but for some reason, the thing declined itself every time I call using voice. So he had to phone me using video, and then mine was automatically turned on too. But Ian was really sweet as he told me that he will minimize my video if I don’t want him to see me. You don’t end up meeting guys like this often, seriously, internet creeps are everywhere nowadays. After that we talked about music and he ended up singing “愛轉角” (Corner of Love by Show Luo) to me =))
Ali —— I can write a whole post just about him. I really really like him and appreciate him so so much. Words are not enough to describe how sweet he is. I was on the verge of tears this evening because something happened, and I felt worthless, so alone in this world, and Ali managed to make me laugh so hard. If it weren’t for him, I think I would have curled up in a corner and cry myself to sleep. He makes me want to bake him something :3
These people were once strangers to me. I admit I still don’t know much about them, but their honesty, their beauty and sincerity made me feel important, needed and loved. I really like them from the bottom of my heart. They helped restore part of my faith for humankind. They also make me wonder: Even strangers can be so kind to me, why some people whom I have known, have trusted for my entire life could be so cold and heartless and break me into pieces without hesitation?